I wrote The Torment Away From God when I was suffering the harmful effects of religious and emotional abuse. I believed in a God that I had to earn my approval and love from. I thought I had to work…
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May 24 2023
May 24 2023
I wrote The Torment Away From God when I was suffering the harmful effects of religious and emotional abuse. I believed in a God that I had to earn my approval and love from. I thought I had to work…
Read moreMay 17 2023
This is a poem that reflects the struggle it is to accept abuse. I wrote this back in 2019 and was having the most difficult time placing blame on my abusers. I still believed that I was the problem because…
Read moreMay 3 2023
The pain I know is great, I think about my fate
I wish I didn’t feel this way, My soul is in it’s own decay
Disintegration started, With the child inside of me
neglect was there and charted, Although my…
Read moreApr 26 2023
This is a poem I wrote back in October of 2022. I don't know about you but I have the seasonal depression and triggers that hit right around that time of year. I grew up working a dairy farm and…
Read moreApr 22 2023
We all experience loss in life. I’d like to think that what we write can keep the memories alive of those we love. This is a poem dedicated to Justin. I’ve never been the same since you left this earth…
Read moreApr 20 2023
This is a poem I wrote back in 2019
The God above is whom I seek
The one so pure, so kind, and meek
His presence I cannot describe
No human words would satisfy
The lord must know what I…
Read moreApr 5 2023
This is a poem I wrote back in 2018.
Woe, Woe is me
I am nothing without thee
My sinful nature, my DNA
I try to hide, but still display
I overexert to bury my hurt
How lowly I am…
Read moreDec 15 2022
Don’t trust your gut.
Okay, maybe that view is a little extreme, but hear me out. I was scraping what looked like one foot of snow off my car. The rumble started like a bowling ball thundering toward the pins…
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