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The Torment Away From God

I wrote The Torment Away From God when I was suffering the harmful effects of religious and emotional abuse. I believed in a God that I had to earn my approval and love from. I thought I had to work…

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Was Innocent But No One Cared

This is a poem that reflects the struggle it is to accept abuse. I wrote this back in 2019 and was having the most difficult time placing blame on my abusers. I still believed that I was the problem because…

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Soul Decay

The pain I know is great, I think about my fate

I wish I didn’t feel this way, My soul is in it’s own decay

 

Disintegration started, With the child inside of me

neglect was there and charted, Although my…

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Frozen In The Glass

This is a poem I wrote back in October of 2022. I don't know about you but I have the seasonal depression and triggers that hit right around that time of year. I grew up working a dairy farm and…

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